I'm old.

I was watching "Pushing Daisies" just now on ABC (Wednesday nights at 8pm - check it out). I was thinking that the main character, Ned, is cute, and reminds me of John Cusack (love of my life, besides my husband).

I looked him up on imdb. He's only a year older than I am.

I'm old.

He's a man, not a "guy". Like, I picture him with a wife and kids. Then it hits me - of COURSE he could be so close to my age. I have a husband and kids. Suddenly it hit me again that I'm older in years than I will mentally admit to.

I'm scheduling my brow lift ASAP.